love?

lately i have been struggling with the concept of love... there are people i have no doubt i love and love me in return... case in point... my gorgeous sons! :) i realize im a little biased on that opinion but im ok with that... my family and a few close friends as well... i guess i would be stumped on the romantic love part... i knew without a doubt i loved my husband/father of my children... now i struggle with recognizing it i guess... is it because i was so broken hearted im afraid to love anyone else so im fighting it... also i know i will always love steve... he is to this day my best friend and the best father any child could wish to have... will anything ever compare to what i had with him... or am i doomed to never feel complete again... sigh... just some random thoughts of a lovesick woman...